The Keys to Your Heart

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Australian Idol, Messy Room, COFA Annual & Future Career

Some of the floormates came into my room and watched Australian Idol. Yeah it was shown live on TV just now. It took place at Sydney Harbour and there were some really good singers including soulful Anthony and a 12-year boy who won a small junior aussie idol contest singing outside sydney harbour. there were even beautiful fireworks! could see them from my floor mate's window!!! Kate won the Australian Idol. much to my disappointment. wish emily won it instead. oh hell no, havent watched the whole series. happened to see emily and kate's journeys and how they reacted while singing all the way up to the finals.

enuff of the aussie idol. started to get sick of hearing all those noises (music). :p

yeah i am typing in a room full of the mess. boxes there, files and other things on my bed next to me, other smaller stuff around me (on this very desk). cant wait to clean up everything after i sort out everything in this computer tomorrow. i am almost finished with the dvd of my school works (sadly i couldnt get the documentary video ready for the dvd. :( ) and tour video.. also almost done with the subtitling for the tour video. yeah midway thru...

anyway caught up with steve who is my 3D 2 tutor. it was really nice having a chat with him. also saw preparations in the making for cofa annual exhibition. there were awesome digitally manipulated photos. there were even some photos of umm.. a nude schoolmate (whom i recognised in school) but they were partially covered with brown and protective sheets. cant wait to attend the opening night of cofa annual, i m sure it will be a good blast with tons of great works of graduating students especially my note-taker and senior friends!!! and lots of hunks! hehe juz kidding ;) and good food please!

just yesterday, i finally pushed myself to update my CV and cover letter. after i wrote them, it made me realise how little i have put in so far. sighs. it made me feel and look bad. the feeling was so bad that i couldnt describe it. gonna start reading books and push myself until i have produced excellent works that would hopefully get me a dream job that i ever wanted. sighs. but luckily, i have a very supportive family and friends. thanks so much for your amazing support and i love you for that. time to get into act. carpe diem!

I know everyone is asking / wondering the same question...

I know many of you even my family are wondering why I am still here. Well, I didnt want to rush, and I havent moved out of my room for almost a year. hence needs time to pack up some things in boxes. and wanted to do something for you guys.

that is.. i wanted to make a video of unsw and cofa so that u guys can see what they look like. for 3 past days, i have captured the video from tape and edited. just finished editing the video today and i'm going to put subtitles in later on. it was fun seeing myself on video although i didnt like myself up there initially.

hmm hopefully the video will be ready next week. i also hope to have a dvd of my school works ready at the same time.

in between those days, i also made some xmas gifts for friends who have helped me alot during this year. i dont want to leave without letting them know how much i appreciate their efforts and wont forget what they have done for me.

ok. wonder what i'll do when i get back home. i know i will have many dates ;) with u guys and yup my parents too but i also know i will be "shaking my legs alot".

maybe i should start pushing myself today to write cover letter and update my resume to apply for temp jobs or internship in s'pore. also i plan to push myself again to build a strong foundation in 3d and after effects. and everything else new.

yea didnt realise cofa was next to victoria barracks that is sorta a historically miltary landmark (i think). i was taking a 1-hr stroll after the lab closed at 5pm and the shuttle bus was to come at 6pm. explored a little bit of paddington.. its strange why i didnt go there even though its so near cofa. beats me. paddington is quite interesting, got some historical parts such as the water pumper, the monument for soldiers who died during WW1.

just yesterday learnt something interesting while seeing a doc. oh i was there to get my ear cured from that skin irritation. the doc used the syringe of warm water and pushed it into my ear. out came a few flaks of dry skin into the bowl. it was so different from the last time when in singapore the doc used the picker to remove those dry skins from my ear. oh yea which reminds me i forgot to get the remibursement from medichealth insurance.

ok. now going to burn another dvd... and packing up abit to get myself ready and go to cofa to finish the video stuff.

blah blah blah

yeah i didnt expect some friends to take my words seriously. i was casually lamenting that i was so stupid at that time. i always do that when i realise i have done something stupid. it was not like i was blaming myself alot over those little actions unless they were very serious.

anyway thanks for your concern.

actually my hols started after last Tues. So what did I do? Like I've said before, I fixed my dvd burning problem...got my friend to film me showing unsw, cofa around for you guys to see.. slept, ate, caught up with some friends. Just now, I had a good chat with a Baxter mate, we talked about our families, ambitions, childhood, countries. It was enjoyable doing that with her especially when we havent had such a chat for some months ago!

anyway during the last few days of school where i was madly rushing projects, i learnt the value of teamwork, friendship and attitude. for the past few months, i was working on a 3d animation project with cool team-mates. it was a quite difficult time for me but they were good pple. i will never forget what they have done and their professional attitude towards the project. yup, they changed my perspective towards life and work.

anyway i showed all my videos and 3d clip to my friends and they all loved our 3d clip.

it sucks being sick again. sighs. yeah, had flu symptoms last night. But I feel quite better after taking medicine.

this coming week, i will be editing the recordings of the unsw & cofa tour.. it was hard work getting my friend to film me all the way especially in hot weather! i hope the weather dont scorn me when i get back to singapore. and yeah packing up.

i hope i can finish the editing and make it into a dvd of the tour and my works. oh yeah there is a cofa event coming up. its called cofa annual where graduating cofa students will be exhibiting their works. some of my senior friends and note-taker will be also showing their work there. cant wait to see their works!

if it had not been for some of those good friends whom i made friends with this year, i dont know if i could survive. that made me think of buying little gifts or making nice little things for them to thank them from the bottom of my heart. i guess being sick made me reflect and realise how much they meant to me as much as my family and good friends. yup..

I'm such an idiot

u must be wondering why i said such words..

well.. i had bought princo dvd-rs a few months ago but i couldnt burn to them. couldnt figure why i couldnt burn. hence was trying to sell them till today. i was reading those online stuff about my dvd burner at that time. some ppl said that burner of a certain brand couldnt burn dvds of some brands. that made me decide to buy dvds of a different brand a few days ago.

again i couldnt also burn to them. i went to that computer shop saying about my dvd burning problem. the staff said i should bring my dvd burner and everything else so that they will check if it can work or not.

a few hours ago, i went to that shop again bringing everything. i explained to the staff. he suddenly said i shouldnt use certain burning software and proceeded to show me the way of installing nero dvd software. after i saw its nero program on that latop, my perspective suddenly changed. the interface look was so different from what i saw on my pc. i realised it might have to do with the nero software i've installed some time ago.

now i realised i had to remove the original nero software that was for burning CDs and install the latest nero dvd software. now my princo and ritek dvd-rs can work. So.. my money was not wasted at all. The only thing was my time was wasted! How stupid of me not to think of that some time ago!!!

now i am happy to know i can burn anything to the dvd-rs anytime! hehe more movies and more storage space for my school works! hahahahaha