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You've got to find what you love

Stanford Report, June 14, 2005 (From Stanford University website)

'You've got to find what you love,' Jobs says

This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005.

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I retuned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.

This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Thank you all very much.

Listen to your heart

Inspiring article

Got this interesting article of TODAY (S'pore's free circulation newspaper) from Dad. Actually, have read that one a long time ago but read it again today. Its really very nice to read it again! One of my fav reads of all the time...

Sharing it with you all...

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There are moments in life when you miss someone so much, you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.

When the door of happiness closes, another one opens.

But often, we look so long at the closed door, we don't see the one which has opened for us.

Don't go for looks, they can deceive. (True)

Don't go for wealth, it can fade away. (True)

Go for someone who makes you smile because a smile can make a dark day bright. (Absolutely!)

Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go. (That's what I am trying to do at the moment...)

Be who you want to be because you have only one life and one chance to do the things you want to do. (That's what I am trying to do...)

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past.

You can't go forward until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Live your life so that at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Don't count the years - count the memories.

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away!

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At the beach today

These food I've bought for the Easter break since the dining hall wont provide any food for that time being. It was a few days before today.

Finally, here is a photo of me! and the ocean of Marouba beach.

That house even has a tennis court and swimming pool! Went to a friend's friend's house which is about 10 mins away from Marouba beach. From that house, we could see everything including that tennis court, the vast ocean etc.

This is the ocean of Marouba Beach.

Little did I expect to find this syringe box in that toilet of asmall shopping centre! What would it be for? For insulin? or umm other drugs? Injecting drugs in the toilet? What an irony... outside and inside the shopping centre doesnt look like any places for drug addicts. Perhapsits really for those people who finish injecting insulin.

At the moment, I was trying to solve those wah difficult but challenging game series "Hapland" at http://www.foon.co.uk/farcade/hapland/
Let me know if u ever manage to solve one, let alone all of them. Good luck!
Especially for those who have lots of time. Well if you can multitask, it would be great coz it would take you a long time to solve them. I still have yet to solve them but it was so fun clicking here and there, discovering little new and interesting things.
The thing is, you have to enjoy the process, not to solve the whole game.

Just a few old photos for fun + Palm Sunday + blah blah + Julian Li's website + Amazing animals

Just putting these photos here for fun... initially i put sis's dogs' photos on msn, then i saw that photo shown above. i really think i was so cute way back! hahahaha i know i am so thick-skinned! anyway that one is unique cuz i dont still know why i stuck my tongue out at who's that photographer (my dad?). anyway when i showed that photo at msn, my friends ooohh and ahhhed.. haha they all said i looked so cute! haha *getting bigger in my head* anyway that lady... clueless about her. even my mum didnt know who she was. anyway i think she was a teacher or somethign cuz i just know that one was taken at my primary school - u see that uniform i was wearing. that was my little uniform!



that was on sports day at my school. actually i didnt know what i was doing when i was very young. i just ran, picked up ping pong ball and carried it to the other end of the grass - it was like being instructed to do that. I didnt even know it was for sports day! blur blur blur.... little QUEEN! haha... think i was 5 at that time???

enough of my childhood nostagia...

palm sunday?? oh its a special occasion to welcome Jesus last Sunday at the oldest church in sydney. Its in the city and its interiors are quite beautiful and it is a large church. glad that some friends asked me to join them for that mass. as for palm, its a palm leaf and its for welcoming Jesus but on that night, we didnt really use/wave our palm leaves for that purpose. no one actually did that!

Julian Li website... hey jorena, if u are reading this post, thanks for that url. i just clicked his cambodia trip photos and was deeply disturbed by what i saw... a sharp contrast to the rich and developed countries... (although I have visited Vietnam) Cambodia is worse off than Vietnam in my opinion... *shakes my head* go to his website, his photographs are great! I see a little story in every of his photo. very meaningful, signifcant and detailed.

Julian's Cambodia Trip Photos

Julian Li's Main Website

Adding to this post are amazing animals. My eyes widened and jaws dropped when I saw photos of incredible animals while surfing that article of Yahoo's buzz log

Largest catfish

One-eyed kitty

Our YEP team 2004 website isback!

hey guys and gals..

just to let you know the our YEP team website is back! Its now up and running. Here's the url: http://hcube.50webs.org/

I've also updated that link on the bookmark bar on the right, far somewhere at the bottom.

why??? you might ask..

well... for a long time, i wanted it to be back... but then i clean forgot about it after realising it has been taken down for a while... sometime after it was posted for the first few months last year.

now my interest in getting it back has just been revived, thanks to simin and my assignment... actually i was supposed to update and edit my resume for that assignment. so when my sister was editing it, she asked for the name of the yep and i forgot it. so i went and accessed my website files to look at our yep project name. then i looked at those photos on that website on my computer and it gave plenty of good doses of nostagia.

and simin and i talked about that website the other day... she was asking if it was still up and i said no. and then we agreed that it should be up so that it can help educate the general public and also act as a helpful reference to these people who want to help deaf children in vietnam. there is good documentation that our team researched and wrote after we came back from ho chi minh city.

so yep. enjoy this site! I made those sites.. but personally speaking, i think it needs abit more of a nicer look... coz i came up with a design for my assignment and thought it was a big difference! but seriously, i also like the simplicity and nice look. anyway i dont have time to revamp the overall look! :p